Excerpt From an Unnamed Journal
maybe....maybe...maybe I dont really have such difficult issues.
maybe I have no reason to have the feelings I am feeling right now.
maybe I am just being dramatic.
maybe I am just....
* no....
looking for an excuse to my
laziness?
Never. I will
be the first to
accept that.
But.... I honestly
don't know.
<flips page>
I want to continue writing
on here until I feel
like I satisfied my
feelings,
> I dont like my parents
>I want to smoke weed
>I fear for my siblings
> and I feel helpless
because I cant give care of
them.
>I really want to numb
my mind.
I should go to bed.
<flips page>
all the days
are gone. I cant
do anything about
it. I should not stress
about it.
Tomorrow will be a
new day. a new day to seize...That is what
I control right now.
I will sleep.
>sleep is sacred for
me.
goodnight.
<signs>
Peace
Harmony
Life
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